I was chosen to replace Kausalya in N SQUARED performance for Teachers' Day and I just screwed it up like no mother.
I thought that my trip back to Indonesia was on the 2nd of September so I accepted the offer.
Today, the second day we practiced like mad for it, was the day I found out that I'm going back to Indonesia on the 31st August.
How am I gonna face them now?
They've been so good to me these past few days, laughing and teaching me stuff.
I have to abandon them too?
Oh noo. I shouldn't have said yes in the first place. I was just so excited to join a dance group that I didn't check my schedule properly.
Screw me. I suck like urgh.
As each day passes by, I hate myself more and more.

August 25th 2011